Return 2 Sender
Look at this lie,
It fits my world like glove,
Glove put on me at birth,
Didnt grow as I grew
Now its 10,000 sizes too small,
And those who love me say it fits great
I remind only myself that it hurts.
Mama say don’t take it off mine fits
Just the same see son it works.
So I’m on the move like this,
thus picture me boxed in,
My packing slip marked to go nowhere.
Is it true or just my belief?
Felt myself kicked from behind but never lifted from beneath.
Is there enough power left in my head to change that.
Or is it up to me at all?
Heard electric motors sing and soul man play before I felt myself fall.
Assessed my broken self in stillness as I felt everything stall.
Who is my god then vs now?
Worrying myself to sleep as the crowd half heartedly accessing my outsides for damage grows And the tape on my soul is thinning out.
So disheartening to be the witness to the fight right back where I started being a wild one.
Mamma open up that box and say I am more beautiful than she remembered.
Those who love me ask boy where you been?
You tell me.
Choice Cut
Depression on the line.
Regression all over the skin.
All bills due,
All I got is the rent
A Blessing in these times,
Lord don’t let these folk
cut off these lights,
So much pressure,
I pray you relieve mind.
Make peace mind.
Help my reach find:
Strength, hope, contentment,
Sticktoitness, Love, forgiveness.
Already Forever changed by memory of what hurt,
Through you I remain resilient
Looking forward to finding a joyful forever.
Today chipping away at my hearts impurities.
Dear lord before amen, I say I’m ready,
To Do the work.
90 prσσf
thrσugh thє вlímdíng hєαdαchє thαt rєmαíns
αftєr thє вíngєs σn drínk,
í sєє lσws σh gσd sσ clєαrlч.
undєrstαnd frσm dσwn,
hσw thís fєєlíng fuєls mє tσ fσrcєfullч вєllч α fírє,
fαlsє hσpє thαt thє αct wíll вurn αwαч αll mч wσrríєs,
wσuld ít nσt вє símplєr just tσ σwn thє єmвαrrαssmєnt σf mч fєαrs.
.o0×X×0o. A Risky Business .o0×X×0o.
*•.¸♡ Freeze this moment and
Have us lay in this kiss forever.
Never has there existed a fairy tale
As sweet as the warm of my arms
Wrapped around you under the sights of a yellow sun.
With me I beg the’ to make love and make war.
Let us be one,
whether it be in pain or pleasures
Have your person fall all over mine.
For all blending of sensation
May I be first serving on mind.
♡¸.•*
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Hello (Jazz Song)Witten by Jamison Banks
Hello my darling
The morning is new
You hold me so dear
My everything is here with you.
You are my sunshine,
can’t see myself without you.
Hello sweetheart
Kiss me
Just Sugar me boo
Must Taste your candy smile.
Gotta get my lips on you.
Hello my world
I’m only grounded through you.
I breath in your breeze.
No stress here
treasure resides inside of your womb.
From crown to heals
Won’t hide what I feel,
touching your skin ok
Touch again
No way
Tell me its real.
Love you from
Crown from head to heals
I believe you be reason to breathe
Savor the wind from your wings.
Tattoo your name over my heart
Loving how your name blends in
Bless me
Could look into your eyes for a century
Not a blink and still feel young.
I know
Not a pain til your every desire comes
Would die chasing your dreams
You are my every hope
Always and for ever you fresh water to the parched
prototype woman on the ark
colors my world.
Remain pure art.
Where to? (love song)
She knows, she knows, she knows
That my touch in our love is a miracle,
I wake up before down to hold her close,
Bless her lips with my kiss,
away we go.
Right above nirvana,
On cloud nine in my arms: Is her
she dreams,
To bliss
away we float.
In my memory the tears on your face still taste the same.
I see me and you gorgeously close
But between us two broken hearts
I remember asking begging pleading for you to remember a vision of us in a tomorrow
My lies your lies mesh.
You say separate ways are where we go.
You got me feeling like veteran to war so cold.
Holding my breath waiting for the return and explosion of emotion.
But nothing comes but worry and I want screams.
My ills and missteps forever replaying in my dreams
My one and only took our love and split it at the seams
Now the world of you and another is all I’m seeing
Jamison-A-Banks 