Return 2 Sender

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Look at this lie,

It fits my world like glove,

Glove put on me at birth,

Didnt grow as I grew

Now its 10,000 sizes too small,

And those who love me say it fits great

I remind only myself that it hurts.

Mama say don’t take it off mine fits

Just the same see son it works.

So I’m on the move like this,

thus picture me boxed in,

My packing slip marked to go nowhere.

Is it true or just my belief?

Felt myself kicked from behind but never lifted from beneath.

Is there enough power left in my head to change that.

Or is it up to me at all?

Heard electric motors sing and soul man play before I felt myself fall.

Assessed my broken self in stillness as I felt everything stall.

Who is my god then vs now?

Worrying myself to sleep as the crowd half heartedly accessing my outsides for damage grows And the tape on my soul is thinning out.

So disheartening to be the witness to the fight right back where I started being a wild one.

Mamma open up that box and say I am more beautiful than she remembered.

Those who love me ask boy where you been?

You tell me.

Choice Cut

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Depression on the line.

Regression all over the skin.

All bills due,

All I got is the rent

A Blessing in these times,

Lord don’t let these folk

cut off these lights,

So much pressure,

I pray you relieve mind.

Make peace mind.

Help my reach find:

Strength, hope, contentment,

Sticktoitness, Love, forgiveness.

Already Forever changed by memory of what hurt,

Through you I remain resilient

Looking forward to finding a joyful forever.

Today chipping away at my hearts impurities.

Dear lord before amen, I say I’m ready,

To Do the work.

90 prσσf

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thrσugh thє вlímdíng hєαdαchє thαt rєmαíns

αftєr thє вíngєs σn drínk,

í sєє lσws σh gσd sσ clєαrlч.

undєrstαnd frσm dσwn,

hσw thís fєєlíng fuєls mє tσ fσrcєfullч вєllч α fírє,

fαlsє hσpє thαt thє αct wíll вurn αwαч αll mч wσrríєs,

wσuld ít nσt вє símplєr just tσ σwn thє єmвαrrαssmєnt σf mч fєαrs.

.o0×X×0o. A Risky Business .o0×X×0o.

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*•.¸♡ Freeze this moment and

Have us lay in this kiss forever.

Never has there existed a fairy tale

As sweet as the warm of my arms

Wrapped around you under the sights of a yellow sun.

With me I beg the’ to make love and make war.

Let us be one,

whether it be in pain or pleasures

Have your person fall all over mine.

For all blending of sensation

May I be first serving on mind.



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Hello (Jazz Song)Witten by Jamison Banks

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Hello my darling

The morning is new

You hold me so dear

My everything is here with you.

You are my sunshine,

can’t see myself without you.  

Hello sweetheart

Kiss me

Just Sugar me boo

Must Taste your candy smile.  

Gotta get my lips on you.  

Hello my world

I’m only grounded through you.  

I breath in your breeze.

No stress here

treasure resides inside of your womb. 

From crown to heals

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Won’t hide what I feel,

touching your skin ok

Touch again

No way

Tell me its real.

Love you from

Crown from head to heals

I believe you be reason to breathe

Savor the wind from your wings.  

Tattoo your name over my heart

Loving how your name blends in

Bless me

Could look into your eyes for a century

Not a blink and still feel young.

I know

Not a pain til your every desire comes

Would die chasing your dreams

You are my every hope

Always and for ever you fresh water to the parched

prototype woman on the ark

 colors my world.

Remain pure art.  

Where to? (love song)

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She knows, she knows, she knows

That my touch in our love is a miracle,

I wake up before down to hold her close,

Bless her lips with my kiss,

away we go.


Right above nirvana,

On cloud nine in my arms: Is her

she dreams,

To bliss

away we float.  

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In my memory the tears on your face still taste the same.

I see me and you gorgeously close

But between us two broken hearts

I remember asking begging pleading for you to remember a vision of us in a tomorrow

My lies your lies mesh.

You say separate ways are where we go.

You got me feeling like veteran to war so cold.

Holding my breath waiting for the return and explosion of emotion.

But nothing comes but worry and I want screams.

My ills and missteps forever replaying in my dreams

My one and only took our love and split it at the seams

Now the world of you and another is all I’m seeing