Return 2 Sender

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Look at this lie,

It fits my world like glove,

Glove put on me at birth,

Didnt grow as I grew

Now its 10,000 sizes too small,

And those who love me say it fits great

I remind only myself that it hurts.

Mama say don’t take it off mine fits

Just the same see son it works.

So I’m on the move like this,

thus picture me boxed in,

My packing slip marked to go nowhere.

Is it true or just my belief?

Felt myself kicked from behind but never lifted from beneath.

Is there enough power left in my head to change that.

Or is it up to me at all?

Heard electric motors sing and soul man play before I felt myself fall.

Assessed my broken self in stillness as I felt everything stall.

Who is my god then vs now?

Worrying myself to sleep as the crowd half heartedly accessing my outsides for damage grows And the tape on my soul is thinning out.

So disheartening to be the witness to the fight right back where I started being a wild one.

Mamma open up that box and say I am more beautiful than she remembered.

Those who love me ask boy where you been?

You tell me.


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Choice Cut

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Depression on the line.

Regression all over the skin.

All bills due,

All I got is the rent

A Blessing in these times,

Lord don’t let these folk

cut off these lights,

So much pressure,

I pray you relieve mind.

Make peace mind.

Help my reach find:

Strength, hope, contentment,

Sticktoitness, Love, forgiveness.

Already Forever changed by memory of what hurt,

Through you I remain resilient

Looking forward to finding a joyful forever.

Today chipping away at my hearts impurities.

Dear lord before amen, I say I’m ready,

To Do the work.

90 prσσf

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thrσugh thє вlímdíng hєαdαchє thαt rєmαíns

αftєr thє вíngєs σn drínk,

í sєє lσws σh gσd sσ clєαrlч.

undєrstαnd frσm dσwn,

hσw thís fєєlíng fuєls mє tσ fσrcєfullч вєllч α fírє,

fαlsє hσpє thαt thє αct wíll вurn αwαч αll mч wσrríєs,

wσuld ít nσt вє símplєr just tσ σwn thє єmвαrrαssmєnt σf mч fєαrs.

.o0×X×0o. A Risky Business .o0×X×0o.

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*•.¸♡ Freeze this moment and

Have us lay in this kiss forever.

Never has there existed a fairy tale

As sweet as the warm of my arms

Wrapped around you under the sights of a yellow sun.

With me I beg the’ to make love and make war.

Let us be one,

whether it be in pain or pleasures

Have your person fall all over mine.

For all blending of sensation

May I be first serving on mind.



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Hello (Jazz Song)Witten by Jamison Banks

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Hello my darling

The morning is new

You hold me so dear

My everything is here with you.

You are my sunshine,

can’t see myself without you.  

Hello sweetheart

Kiss me

Just Sugar me boo

Must Taste your candy smile.  

Gotta get my lips on you.  

Hello my world

I’m only grounded through you.  

I breath in your breeze.

No stress here

treasure resides inside of your womb.